Don’t get me wrong though, I have mind blowing fun being single. Okay, maybe not mind blowing, but a decent time and I’m really happy with where I am. Because of that same reasoning, I want to share my happiness and those aspects with somebody else. The only thing that’s stopping me from that is the simple hiccup in chemistry.
I just don’t like anybody.
I don’t even have anybody to cutesy text message with, let alone flirt. Which in retrospect kind of makes my days pretty mundane and dull. I miss being infatuated with someone. Giggling, talking all night, and looking forward to seeing somebody after I get off work. It doesn’t make my entire day, and having someone doesn’t complete me, it’s just this perfect finish to an ending. But when you’re not interested, let alone like anybody it’s really hard finding a solution. Unless I meet the person of my dreams in the next 10 minutes and have this life alternating moment. As optimistic as I am, i’m pretty sure that’s not going to happen. Although, it would be convenient.
I just want to be cute with somebody. I miss it.