February 2011
32 posts
Hybrid - Disappear here
my heart is heavy and my fists are tight. i gave up on us being those friends that are.. friends a long time ago.
i will toast to life and soak up every moment of it. three years since day 01. surgery. i i will buy myself flowers and wear the prettiest dress i have. paint my lips red and gorge myself on books, sun and love. ride my bike all over town and pretend that for one day, everything is...
January 2011
22 posts
fuckyeahregularjoe:
‘With a Little Help From My...
i want to inspire someone to create something beautiful. i ought to smile more often. i don’t need you, but i love having you. i’m not perfect. i make mistakes and rarely learn from them. i look funny in the morning. i really can love, i’m just terrible at it. i long for my face to be touched and lips to brush over my knuckles. laughter is my favourite sound. i secretly listen to...
Cee-Lo Green - Satisfied
i am full of angst and sour these days. i’ll throw on a smile and lead you to believe i’m not crumbling and bubbling up on the inside. there is so much beauty around me and whilst i see it and savour it, i can’t seem to shake the anger. i had a picnic with tea and crumpets. i gobbled up every last drop of my favourite tea with my pinky poised. tucked my boots under my dress and...
beware of her crocodile smile
i almost called you just now to hear your voice and get me to sleep, but i look in the mirror and saw the scorn in your eyes. i put the phone in the cradle then sat down and cried. so tonight i’ll sit on my roof and pray i can fly
“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves...”
“We are so out of time. Why was it I could never find your rhythm?”
Musings and Fusings: This year... →
I will face my demons more boldly or belittle them with my indifference
I will explore the perilous cracks instead of tiptoeing round them or short-term mending them with chewing gum and white lies
I will undertake great expeditions and emerge - not changed - but more like myself than ever
and I will share my adventure with the world unabridged and unapologetic
I will learn to like myself...
